It's been a month and two weeks...that's how long I've been waiting for a sign of hope, just something to let me know that we're going to actually make it work.....Today I went with Casey to pick up the ring, and although I'm elated that my friends are taking that next step, I'm also just a little sad that I'm still the one left behind. No, it's not a race and I'm in no rush, but it just seems as if I'm not getting any closer to having that +1. And I usually continue friendships with the people that I've dated, but this time I really don't think that I can. I think that I just said the last few words that I'll ever say to him again and I didn't even know it until now...But here is the upside to all of this, at least I know what I want and deserve. I've been weeding out guys within the past month (yeah, I still get asked out...I do have somewhat of a life outside of work :/ ) so now I can possibly open up again and enjoy another mans company. I'm not going to jump into anything serious for a while, but, a little fun isn't going to hurt :) . When someone want's to be with you, they make it happen. It's time to stop waiting around for the one that doesn't. I'm not going out there looking, but I'm sure that the right one is bound to find me. Wish me luck ladies!
Bisous!
MiMi
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Heavy In Your Arms
Posted by Christina at Tuesday, May 17, 2011
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You're not being left behind, love. You're exactly where you're supposed to be right now - heartache, confusion, hope for better and all. This too shall pass. ((hugs))
I don't think I could say anything better than what Aunaptural said, so ditto.
Oh and good luck!
@Timah: Thanks so much chica! I needed that early morning hug more than you know. @Ms.T: Thanks hunny bun! Good luck right back atcha!
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